what's in my mind...

“Please believe me when I say

that my love for you was never away.

Don’t say this is wrong coz i know this feeling’s right

you need not to hold on tight.

Let go, I’ll catch you when you fall.

I’ll always be with you through it all.

Distance won’t be able to draw me away.

It would rather let my heart grow with my love for you each day.

Coz everytime I think of you, I miss you

and everytime I miss you I fall for you

Again and again I fall and fall

and my heart won’t stop beating for you at all.”

“Stop it! it just hurts me even more.

Just walk away from my heart’s door.

coz every time I see you happy with another,

It seems like you’re better off with each other.

I can’t make you smile just as she does

which makes the pain in my heart too much.

You care about me, just as you say,

but you seem to care for her more than I could say.

I don’t think that I could hold on tight

But I have to say I’m still falling, I don’t know if it’s still right.”

-yan (12:03pm 4/10/10)

I was crying with tears all over my face

All torn up my heart’s nothing but waste

Then I saw you crying too

saying, “Please stop coz it hurts me more than you”

But then I said, “Stop fooling around she’s leavin’ can’t you see?

Catch her, she’s the one you love not me”

“Why’d you think she’d runaway

when I never even asked her to stay.

Believe me that my love is true

stop cryin’, all I need is you…”  

-yan (sori yin kung mejo weird. hehe)